crunchy

foodage

i really like nuts

almond nuts

brazil nuts

pumpkin seeds

i can chomp through packets

which is kind of lethal on the waistline

especially with peanut butter (kind of a nut form) i eat with a spoon

so thankful i don't have an allergy to nuts

trying to

i want to start to stop wearing make-up in public


i haven't tried yet

and I'm a bit scared shitless to be frank!

i don't wear much make up anyway

only pencil eyeliner + a tad eye shadow

and then curl my eyelashes as they are black anyway

and i managed to stop wearing mascara 2 years ago after the tedious routine of constantly removing waterproof mascara off every time is a chore and bore

also i wanted to be more careful around the eye area, less wrinkles with all that vigorous wipe action

and also i noticed i was shedding eyelashes every time (wtf)

so to for the sake of it all, no mascara!

anyway more to the keeping it natural

it's the way forward

really want to wean myself off make-up for my huge constant concern that is, coming of age for my 24th birthday

life is such a hard slog

suck it in

i want to scream

how are people getting so skinny

everywhere i look


bones

and more bones???


what are they eating or not eating

what drugs are they taking

just how the hell

is everyone achieving skinny heaven


why is it that i succumb to one measly sandwich

and the odd dessert


yea i had that cheeky donut at in the early morning when i couldn't get to sleep


i look in the mirror and i see a whale looking back at me

the crevices in my thighs where the cellulite has resided

thank you very much cellulite, hello

and when i eat more meals in the day my face gets fatter?

i'm no fanatic on blah blah eating disorders blah

a real general wonderment as to what the fuck is going on that i seem to be missing


i'm indulging

and people are secretly gym bunnies i see


i'm just getting fatty McFat

this is not ok


booka shade // in white room


evidently the title runs true to how i'm feeling
but this tune is shit hot

hot

hot

yes

busted

seretonin // mystery jets




ha just looked in the mirror and i have a splodge of chocolate chip on my mouth like a little kid that secretly raided the biscuit tin

do

do

do

do

seretonin

muffin

mmm

hello chocolate chip muffin


i especially like the taste of the chips on the top

it has this worldly chocolate tasting uniqueness


(what you don't know is that i just paused here for a good 4 minutes finishing the chocolate chip muffin goodness and then an extra 30 seconds picking up the big crumbs. oh what a sight. i am such a tramp)


there should be a launch of that specific baked chocolate chip flavor that comes in a chocolate bar or so

shouldn't there


mmmm

that one time i was soooo hungry i went directly to Wholefoods

land of the holy grail of baked goodies

and got me one them muffin monsters

no joke

it was the size of my face/head


and super bonus it was healthy

i think it was made of wholewheat and not the starchy white wheat crap


mmmm

quality muffin goodness memories


oh yeah

i'm so getting fatty fat fat

equation

personally

i think my dad should buy himself an iPad

and give me his iPod


this sounds like a selfless deed

but

it works in favor for him

he only uses these gadgets for listening to the radio

now really i think i could put that iPod to much better use

methinks

Awesomeness

Fuck Yeh

Listen up

i shit you not absolute tunage to get your boner on


ehm can you tell i've been reading platform much?


this will change your life

ecoutez


Booka Shade // Charlotte

Booka Shade // Regenerate


I found this quite a while back and only sharing it now

but whatevs

fuck time


lets dance

and throw shapes

followed

i keep hearing this everywhere

every little thing she does is magic // the police

pow

pow


i'm really ill

ten-fold


anyway i'm having an identity crisis

this shit bitch is hijacking my look

i feel really terrorized by this

can you imagine the horror of someone trying to fill your shoes and walk in them

taking on my persona too

y'what???

fecking bitch


pow

pow

pow

indeed

getting better

i am in the middle of getting better

i got horribly ill

i am really stubborn when it comes to help and going to see the doctor

a little too late and i was rushed to the hospital

anyway

listening to a bit of a cliche titled band to lift my mood

the cure // the greatest hits (unplugged)

i prefer the acoustic versions

yummy rift goodness