buy buy buy

i'm in a rut


i want new things

but looking at my situation

space to put them

and

money of course

and what the hell am I thinking


the deadline


but anyway

this needing and wanting is too great of a deal


I just want new things

things that i don't have

things that slightly vary to the things i already have


this is a bad attitude

over the past couple of weeks

all i've been doing is splurging

and being irresponsible

irrational

and down right greedy

selfless

it's become a kind of habit where I have to really think hard to control


eughh

exhausted

and feeling blah

just want to buy happyness