lethargic

i feel unhappy

anyway
a foul mood is a foul mood

meh,


nothing seems to be sticking

nothing seems to be moving

nothing seems to be changing


i'm still in the same spot


i can't seem to get into reading as i use to
what happened?

i don't want to finish what i start,
yet i do,
at a later date

which,
is still
NOT GOOD ENOUGH


to conclude

it has to be my turbulent sleeping pattern

that i tried so hard to get on track

and it has gone tits up


i don't sleep

i nap here or there

i steal a moment to nap when,

really? is that necessary?


really unsatisfied sleep is THE worst


i am so craggy,

and desperate

for some solid sound sleep


Fuck.
Wank.
Tit.