drinking flowers

got chrysanthimum tea with honey by my laptop

its good for the throat and eyes

i woke up today by this noise outside and saw my neighbour kindly clearing my side of the driveway of snow, which i thought was such a nice thing to do and then rolled back in to bed

my thoughts are all over the place today

i had a load of dream sequences going on that i remembered from sleeping

feel really numb today

nothing interesting just blank today

its one of them days where you float on by

adios

moody

im in a pleasant mood today

listening to

us // regina spekor

feeling mellow and quite chilled out

got my mood-lighting turned on in my room which creates a cool hombre atmosphere

i feel quite empty today even though i have masses of things to do

maybe it will all fall in to place today

musik

Strobe (Plump DJs Remix) // deadmau5

mega music to dance and shake in bed if i can't get to sleep

i like it when the piano bit comes in

it reminds me of the 90s era around the northern night scene in manchester

being away from from my hometown

i feel like i am slowly dying and progressively losing my identity

with the old faces asking for my return i feel even more shit

inbetween

caring

its such an odd emotion

whats it all about

too much makes you unbearable

not enough makes you a cold bastard

and then thats when i try and be breezy and subdued to counter this odd emotion

i wonder if they catch my drift?

i'm thinking I sound different in this new year

change is good right?

keeping it casual

why is it that when you want to be loved

its the wrong kind of love

from the wrong person

and all i can think about is wanting something else

how luck falls elsewhere and i'm on this shit running streak of bad luck

damn

holla

i learnt these specific words from a child

fuego and Estoy matando

thats spanish for fire and I am killing

ehm yeh

my family are interesting

just to clarify more the dad of the kid explains 'he is murdering'

its all good

i came away from child's play brawl with bruises to the legs and the foot

it's alright i'll get the maid to wash it

happy overindulgence and hello to the new beginnings

feeling rather spongey and less out of focused for the start to this year

and breathe

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