hello

its been a long time




The shins

Kissing the lipless // The shins










guilt taking over me when last played in Dec 2008

shiiii


this band hold so many memories

probably why I neglected them for so long





afterall

Caring is creepy is my all time favourite song ever


plus most played song ever says itunes

2 minutes in

i feel better already

ready to take on the day



6:20am

time for breakfast

brave your souls

can't believe it



i woke up today 5am with a spring in my step

turned on the news


Bam


the tsunami in japan

bam

it made me cry

so saddening



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ihouse

i live in an ihouse





i feel sick to the stomach about being a product of apple


my dad bought the iMac last year only to return it as apple launched the same iMac only with bigger memory bla blah blah


anyway in the meanwhile


he purchased the iPad

assuming this would be enough

today


the ostentatious shiny screened iMac is sitting glaring in the living room


oh i so want to throw a rock at the screen




it's such a pointless being



muh

.:FASHION 16X9:.

.:FASHION 16X9:.

my favorite fashion film

logged here so i never forget about it


the designs by AF Vandevorst are such a dream

the motion media is so sophisticated


something to aspire by

nothing but green lights

i wish i could play the guitar

i wish i could better myself in some way

i wish i could appreciate things more

i wish i could do all the things i set out to do





nothing but green lights // Tom Vek



i feel so arbitrary

i don't feel here nor there

i feel like i am disappearing

Sankys

i wish i could make music





The Keep (Bowski RMX) // Boy 8-Bit












Dancing along to this

is just fine

webshite

so effing frustrated with myself

i hate understanding web domains and shite

trying to get myself together and put ME out there on the internet

it's such a fucking challenge

grr



i just dont want to be mugged by paying 60quid to mobile-me on apple...

and all this researching around trying to figure out what i need to do first?

buy a domain hosting site? was tha..



fine.

I can design my own webpage

fine.

I will produce my own portfolio

fine.



but how frick do i shift it over to the internet???

i want a fancy website too

is it too much to ask from myself

c'mon figure it out

I AM SUCH A STUPID SHIT