suck it in

i want to scream

how are people getting so skinny

everywhere i look


bones

and more bones???


what are they eating or not eating

what drugs are they taking

just how the hell

is everyone achieving skinny heaven


why is it that i succumb to one measly sandwich

and the odd dessert


yea i had that cheeky donut at in the early morning when i couldn't get to sleep


i look in the mirror and i see a whale looking back at me

the crevices in my thighs where the cellulite has resided

thank you very much cellulite, hello

and when i eat more meals in the day my face gets fatter?

i'm no fanatic on blah blah eating disorders blah

a real general wonderment as to what the fuck is going on that i seem to be missing


i'm indulging

and people are secretly gym bunnies i see


i'm just getting fatty McFat

this is not ok


booka shade // in white room


evidently the title runs true to how i'm feeling
but this tune is shit hot

hot

hot

yes