Sunday, 3 July 2011

In the pursuit of beauty?

I am falling into this bracket


i want it.
i want in.

i shouldn't have watched that damn documentary about Super Botox Me.

there is this draw for perfection

you know what,

i felt inferior

i want to be beautiful too

'i don't want botox' i recap myself

just thinking ahead of how to preserve myself now before my age doubles in 20 years time

more than ever i definitely have been gorging in the mirror more more

gorging at all my hideous imperfections

and exhale

what are these damned thoughts

i feel that i am constantly negotiating to be OK with myself

to be more grateful for what I have

how to respect me as i am

i can try now
stop with all this silliness

right now

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