feeling like a manic depressant at the moment
don't know what's become of me
laptop in bed
sending despair text messages to my trusted friends
playing sad depressant songs to surge my foul mood
honestly when are things going to pick up?
I don't depend on anyone and always realize this is always down to the individual
it just seems at the moment everything is crashing down, i read my horoscopes as a sub consciously guide and it warned me of this and its fucking harsh.
Reading old messages from old lovers
watching short love films and reading long winded love antidotes
for a start i need to change the song
actually embarrassed to list what pathetic song I'm listing to
but just changed it too a bit more up tempo, preppy ballad?
I Drove all night // Cyndi Lauper
and what is the deal with my back and thigh bones locking and cracking