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well how do i explain this

I may be happy smiley for the first time in ages

the f.buddy is back soon from abroad, however he's north and I am down south

a part of me wondered would he make the effort to see me, if not it would've made me feel like a failure and the past couple of years are over, also considering i turned him down last time.

I'm surprised that the tradition is still on

lets see what happens

its good to be loved in some shape or form right?