Tuesday 24 May 2011

somewhere inbetween

meditation


is kinda a gray area for me

I am trying to embrace meditation


it's hard work

training yourself to slow down

re-evaluate

and touch base



i don't know what i have achieved so far

kinda fell as asleep 3 times yesterday when i set out to meditate

I hope it worked



i feel very passive

sometimes numb

sometimes a bit dumb

because you remove yourself into a space

that sends you either drowning or floating

i can't pin point this exactly


i actually feel very lost

sometimes forgetful

feeling slightly distressed


i had my cup of earl grey before

i am already feeling very sleepy


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