Tense

oh.


my fears of taking time out

is getting left behind




keeping on track and up to date

leaves this anguishing pain in my jaw & neck


very tense

its horrible


i am trying to grasp my style/ ethos if you will

in fashion or whatever it is_


i like clinical but on a contrary of warmth added


or some shit like that



i just feel that

sometimes it is never enough

can i do better?

Is it my best

it is so rudimentary to me

to be always super perfect

even though i will never be content with myself


realising this

maybe i can sort myself out

come to terms

of becoming at peace with myself

a little gratuitous towards myself



Init.