i threw away all (most) of my piano books
feeling the anxiety of missing now..
all i want to do is play the piano
i am having a wave a guilt plague over me
would i have wanted to play the piano had i not thrown away the books?
i wasn't even that great at the piano
only the tinkering kind of playing piano player
i am a frustrated piano player
getting a hardcore migrane from this,
get it out of my system.