to do

i sometimes forget to breathe.


.
as silly as it sounds

it's true

i don't inhale

and my heart starts murmuring harder

and i am on the edge of suffocating myself

[ on the edge.. heh heh at gaga reference ]



this plays really hard on my body and i'll feel sick and nauseated

pretty fucked up.

i know why i do this

and my conscience tells me this


i don't like to think
i'm breathing in germs

i have a weak immune system

to counteract this

i self conciously tell myself avoid breathing in



anyway

i need to put a stop to this

my chest is burning at the moment

with my heart is tripping out at this minute


i noted this

let me realise this

and make changes




yer mon